Today’s poem is actually a “found piece” that comes from page 283-284 (or 89% of A. S. King’s book, I Crawl Through It).
It’s all very plausible,
the idea that a little girl
could get pulled
into a television
and communicate
from the other side.
Because we’ve seen them
on larger screens,
blond hair and blue eyes,
J. C. Penny nightgowns turning,
telling us, “They’re here.”
From the other side of the screen,
we appear, to the television-trapped,
to be living in thirty-minute windows
wrought with resolute ambiguities.
We are our own audiences.
We have questions:
Was this experience only a pilot?
Who sponsored this?
Does this episode make my “but?” look big?
Where is the big, booming voice-over
promising “We will return. . .”?
We are far too busy to reclaim
little girls lost to TV Land.
There are marks to be hit.
There are lines to be learned.
We are expected to be “off-book.”
Today’s Novel
becomes
Yesterday’s News.
Managing any and all of this
means knowing what time zone
you are appearing in.
The essential question becomes:
Who is my market?
Who will come through
the closet to bring me home
if no one leaves their couch?
Channels change.
Today 89 is CSPAN.
There are talking heads here
saying something. The screen
spits and you see we can travel
in groups.
We are analog orphans
tuned in while at the same time
being turned away.
Times change.
We call them “time-slots”
manifest in the words, “You’re on.”
We grapple for an audience.
We offer teasers.
We are not yet happy
with our musical beds.
We have stories to tell
that get lost in the static.
We knock at the glass
and try to catch you
on your way to the kitchen.
We can only offer a
sketchy account of our day,
but we promise:
Details at. . .11.