“When You’re the Daddy and Something Dies. . .”
You carefully tell
the family, he or she is gone
and you take care of the tears.
You hold the remaining family members close;
this is not the end; you know.
There will be more throughout the day
and you must be there for them.
When you’re the daddy and something dies. . .
You tenderly dig a hole
in a non-conspicuous spot,
some place feet will not trample
or soccer balls roll.
This is now hallowed ground
and a border of stones will not hurt.
This is a place for remembering now.
When you’re the daddy and something dies. . .
You lovingly place the pet
in its resting place and apologize
for putting dirt upon it.
And as with all holes, there is always more
dirt than hole now, and still not enough
to fill a place in the heart left behind
by the absence.
When you’re the daddy and something dies. . .
You wait by the new plot
for the children to come down the small hill
in bathrobes and slippers to see
where you placed the pet.
They will be bearing hand-made signs
and you must remember—
this is not your time to cry—
it’s a time most tough and tender
when you’re the daddy and something dies.